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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2005|12:43 pm]

[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |Ryan Halverson complaining]

god i feel like the only sane one anymore although i may be wrong. i am so sick of shelby and ryan and there ignoring me game... Alex and Ryan are my only friends currently (sadly)well the only people i trust. i hate school so much because of the stupid petty games... and bullshit. i love school in itself becasue in class i can totally become absorbed with it and be myself through work i turn in. my papers are the only true me. i miss my old life and want to go back to it... am i the only one? am i alone as i desperatly cling to the life i used to have... the life i need. the only real emotion i like i feel when sean looks at me. i hate admiting it but i feel like sean sees right thru me. he sees everything in my life with a slight glance. he smiles at me everytime i see him and hes sitting two seats away right now and i see the back of him... but i couldnt tell him how he makes me feel... i couldnt tell anyone. maybe i should... bleh... he knows me and my past somehow but i know he does... we used to be such great friends... secretly... no one saw it. we used to hang out... i wish i could go back but now i cant. i think i better get back to my computer class. my teacher is on to what i am doing....i will update again here soon i hope...
<3 Ashley
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hey Im Logan [Feb. 23rd, 2005|09:51 pm]
heyIm updating cause ashley wont(lol.... just joking)

la de dda de da

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Japan [Feb. 1st, 2005|03:54 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]

Im sorry... i changed my mind(Thanx Ashley!!!) Im not moving to Japan when i turn 18.... at least not without Ashley. (Im going to kidnap her and take her ther!!!! hehehehe lol)
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wow [Feb. 1st, 2005|03:46 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]

i feel like an ass. Im getting suspended for being meen to somebody, ashley hates me cause i was joking around and said s ome stuff that i now reeeeeely regret.
hey, Im soory if i have ever been meen to you, i just need to learn to think b4 i speak. Im sorry again. But most of all Im sorry for hurting Ashley. I know that i make ALOT!!! of mistakes and you always endup forgiving me, but the point is is that you have always been ther for me, and i am forever greatful. Im really trully sorry for hurting you ashley, please give me anouther chance.

P.S. I dont have a girlfriend, so if anybody wants to go-out with me... Im free!!! hehehe ( i might as well try! And i really really dont want to be alone for valentines day.... AGAIN!!! grrr!!!!)
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Japan [Jan. 29th, 2005|10:14 pm]
[mood |rejectedrejected]

I hate love. it always ends up bad for me.Im moving to Japan as soon as i turn 18. nothing is going to stop me.
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sadness [Jan. 29th, 2005|08:21 pm]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

this sucks. Im going to be without a girlfriend for AOTHER valentines day. isnt my life great?!?!!!
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honor_14 [Jan. 29th, 2005|05:40 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

look at my most recent honor_14 post...
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Angels & Girlfriends: Five For Fighting [Jan. 28th, 2005|10:39 pm]
[mood |distresseddistressed]

"Angels & Girlfriends"

I met her down at a Pineapple Parking lot
She said I love you more
I said I love you not
And all the while I stood in line at the paint shop

She said I'll take you where you'll never go again
I'll be your only love
You'll be my only friend
And for your time I'll let you dine at my office

Angels never come for free
If you know what I know you know what I mean
You can love em now - you can love em later

Girlfriends never fall for fun
They can tie you up make you come undone
You can learn to fly - But you can't create her

She led me down though a forest of wooden chairs
As she ate my lunch I looked out for bears
And in a sense you could say she snared my attention

She said I am your perfect finality
And as I got her off she got off her knees
And for my grind I got honorable mention

Everybody needs one
Everybody's bound
Everybody swings upon the Marry-Go-Around

Girlfriends never fall for fun
They can tear you up make you come undone...


So now I'm stuck in this pineapple parking lot
I had what I was now I'm what I got
And if I may... may I lend you some kind of direction

If you go you may never come back again
She's my only love
She my only friend
And for that there is no kind of protection

Everybody needs one...
Everybody's bound
Everybody swings and meanwhile Mary Goes Around

Angels never come for free
If you know what I know you know what I mean
1st you hate to love and then you love to hate her

Girlfriends never fall alone
Now you know what I know you know what I've known
I'll see you now...and I'll see you later
I'll see you later
I think I can save her
I wish I could date her
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oops [Jan. 28th, 2005|04:51 pm]
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]

i think that Im gettong suspended... Im soooo dead!!!

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confused [Jan. 27th, 2005|09:45 pm]
[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[music |The Thoughts Running Through My Head]

Im not confused anymore. Im happy and sad. but not confused

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