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[Nov. 4th, 2005|12:43 pm]
This is the place where you post what you cannot p

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[batman1223]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |Ryan Halverson complaining]

god i feel like the only sane one anymore although i may be wrong. i am so sick of shelby and ryan and there ignoring me game... Alex and Ryan are my only friends currently (sadly)well the only people i trust. i hate school so much because of the stupid petty games... and bullshit. i love school in itself becasue in class i can totally become absorbed with it and be myself through work i turn in. my papers are the only true me. i miss my old life and want to go back to it... am i the only one? am i alone as i desperatly cling to the life i used to have... the life i need. the only real emotion i like i feel when sean looks at me. i hate admiting it but i feel like sean sees right thru me. he sees everything in my life with a slight glance. he smiles at me everytime i see him and hes sitting two seats away right now and i see the back of him... but i couldnt tell him how he makes me feel... i couldnt tell anyone. maybe i should... bleh... he knows me and my past somehow but i know he does... we used to be such great friends... secretly... no one saw it. we used to hang out... i wish i could go back but now i cant. i think i better get back to my computer class. my teacher is on to what i am doing....i will update again here soon i hope...
<3 Ashley
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[User Picture]From: brokenrainfall
2005-11-06 05:44 pm (UTC)
AH! thank god, i'm not the only one who feels that way with sean.

**hugs**

yea, i think i know what you mean about school and all.

shelby d? i assume shelby s, but who knows.
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[User Picture]From: batman1223
2005-11-07 07:11 pm (UTC)
yea shelby d.. god i need to stop trying to impres him... (sean)
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[User Picture]From: brokenrainfall
2005-11-10 01:07 am (UTC)
lol(sean) oh(shelby)
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